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Hey Friends my name is Monali i want to share my real story with you,i wanna talk about real love so that you all can understand real love happens in real life.i belongs to Agra where i did my schooling,after finished my study i got a job in delhi after doing job there for 2 years i changed my job in delhi.i got connect with some new friends there. i was working in it department in a BPO i can't tell you the name because its something personal am sorry i hope you would understand. I got a friend there Ravi and i liked him very much we were in the same department and we used to stay at work together, so we had a good bonding with each other. He sometimes told me that he likes me also. One day he sent me a msg on chat that he likes me so much and if we could be more than friends he askd me but i didn't answer anything. I also liked him but i could not say anything that time. But slowly we started taling on phone on daily basis. A day ravi asked me he and his friends are going to shimla for some days for the vacations,and he asked would you like to go with us, All his friends were going with their girl friends it was looking like quite a joyfull trip.A day ravi asked me he and his friends are going to shimla for some days for the vacations,and he asked would you like to go with us, All his friends were going with their girl friends it was looking like quite a joyfull trip. I said ok i will go with you because i also wanted to know him more because in the office we didn't get so much chances to talk about our personal things about our selfs at all. We left for shimla next day at morning and we enjoyed so much while we were going to shimla and between the way we would stop anywhere we want for tea and if we would want to eat food we would eat after finding a clean place in the way. Me and ravi was talking to each other whole the way. It was a best trip for me but i never knew what was going to happen next. When i came back home my mom told me that they decided to do my marriage with a family friends's son who has good business relations with my father. I was shocked that time i never expected that ever. Same night i told my mother my mothe about me and ravi, Mom told me to stay away from ravi and she also tole ravi's parents about that and his parents told ravi to stay away from me. i got engaged with other personal whom i didn't love ever. I told him also about my amd ravi's relation but he didn't react on my words. i could not understand him. On my merriage day i talked to ravi i asked him about how he is feeling right now. Ravi said how is this possible you and i had a good life together and now you are getting merried to someone else. He was so sad and i would hear that from her voice it was coming the whole pain he was speaking in was coming from his heart. He said i wish i wouldn't have met you ever so that am facing this day am losing my love to someone else but i could not do anything. The worst part of my merriage was that ravi also came to see my merriage and i could see him in front of me and i was getting merried to some one else on front of his, That was so difficult for me i wish i could have died on that time. After my merriage when i was going with my husbend ravi came and huged me for 15 second and said i love you and i will love you forever. He gone away from me after that and i could not see him in the rush. But i know i heard his sad heart beat and i could see his eyes with tears full of tears. I loved his so much but i also could not do anything for that. My life did a prank on me and i was failed in that prank so badly. i never see ravi after that its been one year i saw him, But my friends sometimes tell me he is working in delhi and he got a very good job their i saw his recent pictures and he is still as smart as he was then. Some times i thought to send him a message to ask about him how is he now but i could not do that. i wish i can meet him some days and i would say sorry to him for my fault to do nothing for our love. i could not do anything for saving our love that time and now i have to see my real love so far from me and so bad i can't go to him and say that i love you more then anything.... and i will love you more than enything ever............... ¨ Thank you Its a request Must Share my beautiful page